Benjamin A. <---LuVs---> Agnes .B

Monday, December 26, 2005
2:26:00 AM

CHRISTMAS DAY!

Kena disturb by my family members... Came my room to use my lappy to view the cardiac scan results of my Granny... Sad news... The cardiac scan results shows tat my Granny's heart has a prob... It says tat one of the artery has been clot... She can't do exercise and has a risk of heart attack... So the doctor advised her to watch her diet... If not, it may lead to Diabetes... And this medical condition maybe hereditable... So my fam has to watch wad they eat le to prevent this in future... Doctor also told my 2nd Uncle to discuss this with the whole family to encourage family support... As this is a crucial time when my Granny needs support, love and courage the most... It's dam saddening after I heard abt the condition of my Granny... I felt scared instantly...Scared, not becos of hereditablility... It's the aftermath... =(

Continued to slp... Hmmm... Woke up at 4pm... LOL! Cos I slpt at 8am mah... X'mas Eve was out late... LOL! So... When I woke up... One thing came to my mind was Kai Yuan's BBQ! Woohoo! Food! My all time fave!

Woke up liao le... Go wash up... Den went online... Chat a lil... Played Solitare... LOL! Dam sian...

So after chatting session... It's about 7.30pm... So I better get going to prepare fer set off to Kai Yuan's hse fer the BBQ session le... If I still dun turn up, he's gonna slaughter me.. =P

Reached Kai Yuan's hse le... Woohoo! So many kids... So many ppl... Ppl mountain ppl sea... Hmm... Ivy, Eileen and Joo Tze was here as well... Cool... So we went on wit some BBQ... Ate a lil... Den drank red wine... LOL! =D

OoPps =X... I shld not have drunk... Oh naw~... As usual... I got a bit seh seh... LOL! But not as seh as tat time in class lahh... So I feel like slping... LOL! So after some BBQ... I went up to Kai Yuan's room and laid down on his bed... LOL! Soon after I fell aslp and the rest of them still BBQing...

After tat at ard 11pm... They came up to Kai Yuan's room... Woke me up... LOL! At den, I still feel a bit slpy as well... Heh... So we played some cards... Soon at ard 12am... We left Kai Yuan's hse to go to some shop to buy Vodka... LOL! Reached tat shop le... The shop was closing... LOL! So we faster head in to grab some Vodka... But of cos... I know I can't drink anymore... So I just buy a bottle of green tea... LOL! Den after paying... I waited outside the shop... Soon after, they walked out of the shop empty handed... LOL! I ask them, "Oi! Where is the Vodka?! They check ur IC ahh den can't buy ahh?!"

They say, "No lahh... No Vodka... (laughters)"

So we den walked to the petrol kios nearby to buy some things to munch... Hmm... I crave fer some crackers... So I bought a pack... LOL! Den Ivy bought cup noodles to share wit Eileen and a bottle of drink... Kai Yuan bought milk... Den Joo Tze... Erm... Erm... I 4got wad he buy... LOL!

So now so late le... No more bus le... And they have not much money wit them... So they decided to walk home lor... So I company them walk lor... LOL! Walk while we munch... Munch while we tok...

Before Ivy reached home... I saw her holding 'Bridget Jones Diary : The Edge Of Reason'... So I borrowed from her... And home she went...

Soon everyone was safely sent home... And now it's my turn... So I took a cab home... LOL!

Reached my sweet, cozy home le... So I went to bath... Cos I smell like BBQ food... LOL! After bath, as usual, went online... Hahaha... Tok to Leslie awhile... Hmmm... No mood to blog leh... Kinda got a lil hang over... So I decided to watch 'Briget Jones Diary : The Edge Of Reasons'...

After the movie... I went to slp...

X'mas day I lazy to blog lahh... Den dun feel well... Tat's why I publish my blog on X'mas Day now... LOL! Sorry... Heh... =)

Now I wanna say is tat... I loved my Granny lots... I'm afraid of losing her... She's like my Mum since young... She watched me grow up... And I have watched her grew older by year... Wheneva before I went to bed, I'll think of Granny and Grandpa... I seriously do not know wad to do and wad will happen if they are gone one day... It's just so scary... I'm just not prepared... And I feel tat my independence has no use to counter such situations... I just felt tat afterall I'm still a dependent lil boy which was seen in their eyes years and years ago...

Moreover, they took tons of tender loving care ever since I was born... Being treated like a tressure and a precious... Tat's why my Granny and Grandpa was like my Mummy and Daddy... I just love them even thou they used to scold me, cane me...

Seriously... I prefer tat they scold me, cane me forever rather than they leave me...

Ben LuVs Agnes... Tressured you... I need you...

[ been waiting ferr ages ]